MP3 
I was looking for Jesus inside of my smokes
Cause this high's the only home I've ever known
And I drink my whiskey and I sing my songs
But none of these things heal my broken bones
So I turn to pussy and try that
Don't feel heard, I scream til she fight back
Open my Bible, I try but I'm too far gone
It's a suicide mission
Just me and my addictions
Dear everyone who was ever there
God is everywhere
But this Everclear's right here
I was looking for Jesus inside of my smokes
Cause this high's the only home I've ever known
And I drink my whiskey and I sing my songs
But none of these things heal my broken bones
I just wanna feel okay, I just wanna be
Life's been crumbling itself up in front of me
I just wanna feel normal, don't make fun of me
How I would love to be somebody that I love to be
And God if you're there
Then drive this car
Far away from here
And into Your arms
Tell me how
Should I be okay
When everything is a mess around me
When everything is a mess around me
I can't do this on my own, and I been struggling to cope
With life
And I
Can't climb
All the way back up there just to fall again
(ohh)
So tell me is it blasphemous
That I belong in Babylon but I desire Nazareth
I was looking for Jesus inside of my smokes
Cause this high's the only home I've ever known
And I drink my whiskey and I sing my songs
But none of these things heal my broken bones
I just wanna feel okay, I just wanna be
Life's been crumbling itself up in front of me
I just wanna feel normal, don't make fun of me
How I would love to be somebody that I love to be
And God if you're there
Then drive this car
Far away from here
And into Your arms
