If you saw me now
Would you even know it's me?
If you saw me now
Would you even know it's me?
I don't move the way I used
Don't react like I did before
Everything feels disconnected
Like I'm not here anymore
I catch myself in reflections
But something feels out of place
Like I'm looking at a version I don't recognize
If you stood in front of me right now
Would you see what I became?
What would you think of me now
If you saw what I've become?
Would you say I lost myself
Or just like to come undone?
What would you think of me now?
Would you even feel the same?
If I'm nothing like I used to be
Would you still say my name?
I don't trust the way I'm thinking
Everything feels out of line
Like I'm drifting further from myself
A little more each time
I try to hold on to something
That I know I used to be
But it slips right through my hands now
And I don't know what that means
If I keep going down this road
Will there be anything left of me?
What would you think of me now
If you heard what's in my head?
Would you tell me I'm still here or something's already dead?
What would you think of me now?
Would you even recognize the person standing in front of you
Or just someone in disguise?
I don't even know myself anymore
So how could you?
Would you still want me like that?
What would you think of me now
If you saw me outside now?
Would you try to pull me back
Or just let me stay?
What would you think of me now
If I never found my way? If this is who I've become?
Would you look away?
Would you recognize me?
Or am I already gone?