MP3 
I talked her through the breakup, stayed up till the sun
Knew the tone, knew the timing, didn't hang up till she was done
I saved strangers in my DMs, friends who couldn't cope
Told them all to hold on while I'm losing my own grip on the rope
I tell them take a breath, tell them give it time
But the words fall apart when the panic is mine
I know every single answer, I could write the book
But I can't read a single page when I'm the one that's shook
I preach about self-love, then pick up on my skin
Tell them they deserve rest and rub myself thin
I'm fluent in your healing, I could talk for days
But I go mute, go stupid when I need to be saved
I'd fix you in a heartbeat if you were me
Hand you the answer, set you free
But I can't take the words I give away
I save everybody but myself every day
I give it till there's nothing left
I know all the answers except for myself
My phone's the one that lights up when that world caves in
I'm the voice of reason, but I can't hear it when it's my head I'm in
I've walked a hundred people through the worst nights of their lives
Can't seem to use the playbook when I'm the one who cries
I know the books, I took the notes, I know the signs
But knowing doesn't stop the noise, it just makes it quiet
The map don't work when you're the one that's lost
I've paid for everybody's peace, and I know what it costs
I fix the leak in your ceiling while my floor floods
I hold it down for everyone, that's how I show love
Then fall apart at home when no one has to see
The one who's got the answer staring at the world, two, three
I'd fix you in a heartbeat if you were me
Hand you the answer, set you free
But I can't take the words I give away
I save everybody but myself every day
I give it till there's nothing left
I know all the answers except for myself
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
You want the truth, I help you so I don't sit still
When I'm alone, my thoughts start closing in for the kill
I fix your problems so I don't have to face mine
Your breakdown buys me time
I give it till there's nothing left
Ooh, I know all the answers except for myself
Yeah, yeah, yeah
You want the truth, I help you so I don't sit still (don't sit still)
When I'm alone, my thoughts start closing in for the kill (for the kill)
I fix your problems so I don't have to face mine
Your breakdown buys me time
Your breakdown buys me time
I give it till there's nothing left
I know all the answers except for myself
