Mm, mm
Late night, no sleep
Cold hands, can't breathe
One chair, dim hall
One line cuts through it all
How do I keep what made me me?
No smoke, no scene, just God and me
God, if You hear me, I won't pretend
I've worn my smile 'til the edges bend
I'm not asking for a sweeter truth
Just don't let me wake up as someone new
I'm here, I'm alive
No mask, no disguise
No borrowed heart, no alibis
I'm here, I'm alive
At the end of me (ooh)
God, don't let me lose me
Don't let me leave me
Here's where I stayed when I should've run
Here's where I gave 'til there was none
Here's where I laughed with a breaking voice
Here's where I call that silence choice
I don't need an easy road
I don't need a lighter load
I just need a sign that I still am me
When the room goes dark and there's no one to see
God, if You hear me (I won't)
Won't perform (no, no, no)
No holy words (no, no)
No perfect form (perfect form)
You see the wound beneath the skin
You see how close I've been to giving in
I'm here, I'm alive
No mask, no disguise
No borrowed heart, no alibis
I'm here, I'm alive
At the end of me (ooh)
God, don't let me lose me
Don't let me leave me
If I go quiet (don't, don't)
Don't call it peace
If I look strong (don't, don't)
Trust what You see
If I say, "I'm fine," I might not be
There's still a whole soul in here
Trying not to leave
I'm alive
No mask, no disguise
No borrowed heart, no alibi
I'm here, I'm alive
At the end of me
God, don't let me lose me
Don't let me leave me
Not for the world
Not for applause
Just let me leave here
Still being Yours